What I don't find, should I bother going out for it?

should I savage my civil to find what may not exist?

should I scratch my brain with the nails of my feet?

should I? could I? may I?

What I don't find, should i think of it as dead?

should I reveal the earth in case the devil's not met?

should I howl at the moon without turning?

should I? could I? may I?

What I don't find, should I find it in somebody?

should I dissect the human body?

should I destroy the heart?

should I? could I? may I?

What I don't find, should I believe I hear the voices calling me?

should I listen to the voices calling me?

should I hear voices at all?

should I? could I? may I?

What I don't find, should I say it's within me?

should I say it's within the depth of me?

should I say it's me?

should I? could I? may I?