day 24 - how attractive do you consider yourself?

Well, one this's for sure, I am not HOT to have any Hot Problems.
I do not consider myself anything. I mean in a good way obviously. I look however I imagine I think I do and put on that face to myself and that's all. I really don't remember my face. Like every time I look at the mirror (which is rare :P ) I feel like the reflection is going to change because I feel different than I look. I look sad and pathetic when I'm happy and satisfied. So, I consider myself different than attractive. 

day 23 - are you a fan of art? if so, who is your favorite artist? what artistic movement do you prefer?

Yes, I am a fan of ART ! Saying that I would also like to add that a FAN of art does not have a favorite artist nor an artistic movement because one is deeply in love with EVERYTHING and respects EVEYONE and EVERYTHING. 

day 22 - what subject did/do you exceed in/at school?

I was a very good art student. I caught up with the techniques pretty fast and I had like 10 art files covered each year. I was a straight A student in art. Then came the music. Our school has this really weird music thing. I mean they used to teach us some songs and to grade us, they used to call us up and make us sing one of the songs they taught. Straight A student there as well. Dance, the teacher loved me. So, A there as well.
I think it was when I reached my 5th grade that we could choose a musical instrument. I chose guitar. Our teacher was this really cool old dude who taught us whatever we wanted to. He always encouraged me. He taught nothing at times so I pretty much learned the chords on my own looking at a chart paper with the diagrams of the chords. Our grading system there was real simple. He used to call out a chord and we had to play it. As much as I would love to say straight A student here as well, but I once got a B.
See, I am an artistic person. But I was a pretty good English student. I always scored higher in English. If not the highest than the second or the third highest. I started slipping once I reached 9th grade. It's because the teacher taught the things he was supposed to teach in the weirdest way. I mean teach how you should not according to the books. I mean by 9th I had pretty good English, I used to read and use Shakespearean English. Dude, come on ! So, I had pretty good knowledge about what I was writing. But the teacher would be like, WRITE WHAT I TAUGHT YOU. I never did. Hence the slipping of the grade.
From my 5th grade to the 7th I scored full marks in Maths. The teacher was good, the teaching technique was good so obviously no one could fail. After that I just slipped because Maths was never my thing. Again, I am an artistic person. I write, I play, and I don't like numbers.
So, yeah . These are the things.

day 21 - do you want children? why or why not?

The thing you should know about me, I HATE KIDS. I think it's because I start comparing kids in my mind with the little kid I used to be. I grew up hearing about how "good" and "mannered" we three sisters were. Doing what our mum asked us to and always staying quiet. And then I see other's kid who are nagging their parents about what they want and what they don't and crying and crying and CRYING !
I mean I'm good with kids, I am. Kids love me, go figure. I think it's because I love animals, especially dogs. I've grown up taking care of my dogs. From grooming them to even cleaning their crap, yeah I know. According to the experts, I don't know who the hell they are, people who are good with animals will make a good parent someday. The only thing is DOGS understand me BABIES don't.
I don't know man, things change when you grow up. I might want a kid I might not. I don't really care about it right now. I'm just 17 why the hell would I want to think about a kid when I hardly have money with me. Not to mention I'm not even in a relationship. Wait, about the relationship part, don't get me wrong !
If I would want children, I have no idea why I would want some. If I don't then it's because they're weird creatures that come out of you. They come out of you. UGH !! I don't know what's so BEAUTIFUL about that. People scare me.

day 20 - would you consider yourself an optimist or a realist? why?

Well .

Kidding. I consider myself a little bit of both. Optimism helps me get through rough times and also makes me happy most of the time. Where as being realistic helps me understand things more clearly. I mean it's better to accept the reality and accept it than to make up another story in your own dimension and try and make yourself feel good even though you have a fear of the reality hitting you harder than you ever wanted. I think that's the reason why I don't like talking about the future and planning like everything's going to end tomorrow. Because  let's be real, you won't do the things you want to. You do what you need to.

day 19 - if you could meet anyone, living or dead, who would it be? what would you say to them or ask them?

Let's leave the dead people alone now shall we? If I could meet anyone I would meet YOU.
I really need to have a normal response -.-
I have never really given a thought to it before. I guess I not much of a "OH I WISH I COULD MEET HIM/HER" kinda person. People I have with me right now are just about enough to make me good. Plus I am very bad with names. At times I forget people's name, not intentionally but I do.
You know what? If I could meet anyone than I would want to meet all those beautiful people from Tumblr. YEAH! Oh how I would droll over their good vibes and artistic mind. I would ask them to be my best friends for life. Nah, that's lame. What would I ask them? I don't know. Something awesome I bet. But for now just about this much is fine I guess. 

day 18 - what is your favorite film? why is it so important to you?

I hate you -.-
Let's see. My favorite film would have to be........come on man, why do I have to pick just one? Oh, you know what? I don't. It's my blog, it's my topic, there no restriction.
My very first movie that moved me was "lahurey". Now, I'm not going to bother explaining about the movie because if you haven't seen it then "Daju bhaai tatha didi bahini ho ra mera priya mitra ho, alik Nepal Television herney garnu". I have watched this movie like I don't know, ever since I was small and I would die to watch it even now. I cry when I watch a movie (yeah, shockers!), but watching the movie for the second time I don't. But this one gets me every time.
Another would be "The Big Fish". I watched it when I was far from understanding English well enough to even speak of it. I fell in love with this movie.
"A Knight's Tale", I still watch it. Oh Heath Ledger, Why must you drown me in your beautiful beauty?
"Napoleon Dynamite", I started being cool because of this movie. God, who wouldn't be? Napoleon and Pedro are the BOMB y'all !
"Shaun Of The Dead" and "Hot fuzz", my very first choice that bibay did not regret. I mean Simon Pigg and Nick Frost TOGETHER ! Who would regret such awesome pair up. And they paired up again in "Paul" !
"Sweeny Todd : The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street", I started writing poems and songs even so more.
EVERY TIM BURTON MOVIE !!!! Made me even more fascinated with my surrounding and creative and crazy.
Catching up to the present, "Bob Dylan : No Direction Home". It's actually a documentary about Bob Dylan's life and mostly it's just about generation change with the music and vise versa. I watched it the day before my General Paper exam. I watched it till 3 in the morning. I remember being so affected by it that I did not sleep before my exam at all. I went to school all worn out with puffy eyes and I was telling about it to my friend. I started yapping about it to my Co-ordinator too. Just then, when I got my question paper "The modern generation can never replace the original masterpiece. Do you agree? Explain". Oh, boy was I pumped to find this question. Though I did not get to quote some of the lines from the documentary because I forgot people's name, but I used bits of it. Got me a B. According to the teacher I would have aced it if I had reached the limit of words.

Well, for now my little beautiful creatures, these are about it. Once I'm done with all the surveys, I shall write more on about this topic and the others that I left a bit raw and unfinished. But for now "Basa hai aama. Goyou hai baba. lahurey bhai aaja ko di-na, farki aaula kunai di-na".